I can’t seem to handle it anymore. The men are pigs. I have many friends who are men and…they all have serious problems. I’m talking about either a drug problem, gambling problem, drinking problem, a domestic violence problem, two-timing asshole who cheats on his wife problem… the list goes fucking on. 

How can I trust my boyfriend when I’m surrounded by these kind of men?

I hate to say it, but I truly am losing respect for Thai men..and just men in general. Are Western men this selfish and misogynistic?  I have tried so hard to have an open mind and enjoy learning about the language, the culture, the religion…and even just about being with a man - it’s so different. 

The feminist side of me really wants to punch every man in the face and that isn’t very healthy I would have said. I have men whistling over me - especially the Russian men! They are all the same and I’m getting extremely tired of hearing some say they either want me to suck their dick or fuck me in the ass. It’s so fucking.  disrespectful and I can’t handle it anymore. Who should have to put up with that?

I want to run away. I only want animals in my life.